<< Looking back [#] `-
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
I hate but I love you
I hate thinking
How she could possibly on your mind
I hate contemplating
How for him you always used to sigh
I hate reasoning
Why why why and why
I hate feeling
Like i'll soon die
Gotta stop
All this jealousy
And inferiority
Before i'm gone
If I could,
Non-conformity
And continuity
I'd hold on
GAHH i'm coughing the life out of me
But no you surely cannot see
You don't even look at me
And i'm convinced,
Just don't look at me
Not till your gaze is through
Different eyes
I must ZIBEI no more.
I can't even seem to trust you anyways
It's simply because i can't grasp the real you
Maybe because there's nothing much you're letting me
Perhaps you don't even need me to believe in you
Right, you're not even asking me to
But
IF you do
i guess i will anyway
Down to earth: O's.
<< *take my hand*
11:14 PM
back to the past; *
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Saturday, October 07, 2006
Surreal Yesterday
To have finally felt a little nearer to you
Than what i have ever been in ages
In whatever way that was
I can't help but smile upon it
I dun mind starving a few more nights
Feeling totally exhausted physically
Waiting a few more hours below
If everyday could be like this
I guess the significance of yesterday
Is as much to me as to you, perhaps more
When it's supposed to be your day
Haha
If you do read this, ever,
Thank you for making my day again =)
I'm glad i've finally mastered the art of letting go
To be able to focus, and allow you to focus
Without feeling the pinch as i did in the past
To finally know what it means
Doing things "for your good"
Haha, but perhaps it's a little late now..
Well, wait till exams are over.
Now, 6 points.
i wanna lay like this forever
<< *take my hand*
6:08 PM
back to the past; *
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