<< Looking back [#] `-
Thursday, September 28, 2006
So now
my heart is hardened.
hopefully not against God nonetheless
but you can be sure
i hate you so
for doing things to me
this way
and never doing other things
that violate
but would at least show
that you wanted me
but i love you
for loving me
for loving what i loved
for loving me more than you loved urself
but all that
is history
but i can't let you go
maybe i can't
maybe i just don't want to
i said before
that the person who makes me forget you
will be the one i love
but maybe i won't love then
cos' i still duno how to forget you
i still wanna love you
i still wanna give to you
i need you to know
that i wanna walk away
leave you there the way you are
but i know
that you just have to cry one tear
call my name
and i'll be back
it's like a chain
your voice
i should not be bound
by a person who is reckless with my heart
and with his own
now what?
cry in my sleep like u did?
no i will not.
i'm gonna be big strong me
who will probably fall eventually anyway
if i dun have my King in me.
Though you're still with me,
I've been alone all along
<< *take my hand*
10:00 PM
back to the past; *
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