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Friday, September 22, 2006
Hello I'm Still Here
It's been like this
Since forever
Thought you had changed
For the better
I don't know
If I still bother
When, Where, How
And Whether
It's been too long
And this strained song
I know is so darn overdue
But I'm not gone
Or getting a move on
Cos' my eyes still remain on you
Hello
Is the word on my mind
Why
The heck do I still cry
Help
Before I die
I'm not okay
I won't try to lie
It's been so long
And this lame song
They think it's all emo and blue
I'm really not fond
Of struggling to hold on
But I won't let go of you
Refrain:
Teach me how
To believe again
I can't live on now
If I can't live thru this pain
To stick to my vow
Perhaps I'm insane
But we'll make it somehow
My smiling sunshine after the rain
It's amazing how songs like these can just spring forth from nowhere.
Try 10min.
Lord I know You're still You, but i'm just tired, pardon me.
I can't really rant outright abt the stuff i feel anymore
Just doesn't seem right
Can't force it down her throat
Neither is it appropriate to throw it back at him.
Nor open up his wounds again.
Lab today was nuts. Kept seeing foot-stepping replay before me.
Chem today was nuts. Kept seeing begging for permission before me.
Maths today was nuts. Kept seeing that beautiful visage before me.
Chinese today was nuts. Kept hearing that gentle voice surround me.
So sick of the way you can just make everything trival again.
Monotonous replies, avoidances,
And that fake oblivion you always knew how to do so well
It used to be sweet,
Not anymore, please.
Look at this manipulation,
Of the sacred emotion,
There's really no sensation,
In my heart's mutilation.
Thank u baby, ur gettin good at this.
"*formalities*. jiayoux then. chao sian tonight."
"haha nite then!"
Indeed, such a good good night.
I can even see the shooting stars headed for the North Pole
What if they burn out and the light goes out before they arrive?
They crash into the sea, of course.
LONG time, LONG post,
it's gonna be a LONG night.
i just dun wanna be missing you tonight
<< *take my hand*
10:57 PM
back to the past; *
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