<< Looking back [#] `-
Saturday, August 12, 2006
Tonight
I post with a heavy heart.
I was convinced
that I could do this.
I was convinced
that I didn't need you THAT much
I was convinced
that a month of stagnance would be a piece of cake.
I was convinced...
I was...
I..
Want you, need you, love you, miss you
Dream of you, think about you,
Search for you, long for you, pray for you,
Can live, but can't smile that much without you
But who would understand?
Not them..they would scorn, mock and laugh.
Not you..because you don't comprehend the intensity.
Not me..because i'm so sick, so starved of you.
What if?
What if I had a chance just like he did? To show.
Would you feel it? Would you understand?
Would it make you yearn more?
Would it make you care more?
Would it bring you closer?
Would it draw you back?
Would it suffice?
Would it be possible?
I can't run anymore.
JESUS, TAKE THE WHEEL
before i crash and burn and die
i'm sorry..
<< *take my hand*
10:15 PM
back to the past; *
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