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Saturday, July 08, 2006
You first
Jesus why is it so hard
To remain joyful?
A few days
And it comes again
Like a nightmare
That loops and
Never ends.
Could You PLEASE be Messiah to me?
Be the One You say You are
The One who loves unconditionally
The One who satisfies
Sometimes i wonder if i'm just SO close to You
Or am i becoming defiant
That i dare to speak to You so boldly,
You, my King, my Lord, my God, my Father, my Master
But also
You, my Friend, my Bridegroom, my Brother, my Best Friend, my Jesus
I admit. i don't feel like praying. But something tells me i have to
The Holy Spirit, again, as usual, but today it seems harder.
I don't feel like tlkin to anyone at all,
Sometimes not even to Jesus.
Lord You heard what i said to You just now,
I pray tt You just change my heart again
And remind me why i'm even doing this
That You are why i love.
Father,
Please help me to be patient
Please help me to be gentle
Please help me to love You first
And yearn to
Please You first.
As I wait,
May we rise on Eagle's wings.
sometimes it's painful to love you
<< *take my hand*
10:09 PM
back to the past; *
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