<< Looking back [#] `-
Monday, July 10, 2006
I Hate You ='(
You struggle
And though it hurt me so much
The very nature of your trouble
I wanted things the way you did
Even though i didn
Gave everything i had
Poured it all in
Time, prayer, emotions, love.
And now you say you give up.
And now you say you lose hope.
And now you say forget it.
And now you say
You dun wanna hear me tlkin abt it again.
What am i to do now?
You leave me stranded here again
Walk out on me, leaving a heap of junk behind
And you expect me to handle it, again??
It's not like you even love me after walking out on that freaking problem.
Who am i to you?
Dirt? Junk? Spare? Thing?
WHAT am i to you?
You lament so much
But would u lament for us?
One day, would u?
Would u care if i gave up on u?
When will u put down ur pride?
It's the same with God, with that and with me.
Aren't there things more impt than pride?
How long more do u want me to cry myself to sleep?
This is a person u apparently hold dear mind u.
I wanted to be strong with u.
I wanted us to emerge victorious out of our own situations together.
Why do u have to wreck it everytime?
Satan get the hell out of here.
Jesus, reign.
<< *take my hand*
10:26 PM
back to the past; *
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