<< Looking back [#] `-
Monday, July 31, 2006
For No Apparent Reason.
As many memories of u flow,
I know not why they do
Two days ago,
I wondered why i no longer missed u
Not badly at least
I duno why i'm always doing this Lord
Striking deals with u tt are so hard to keep
With the good of someone i love in mind,
With that smile of true joy as motivation,
It still gets painfully agonizing at times
But I guess tts what they call "sacrifice"
And You did it for me too, Jesus.
Two plus weeks of stagnance.
I think i miss u.
I wonder how u are still,
Concerns pop up once in awhile,
But they dun perpetuate much, i believe..
Not one day of the past 270 have u managed to slip.
Not one day of the past 180 have i mananged to sleep.
Not that terribly well, at least.
Not, not with u
FOCUS is the word.
FOCUS i am.
FOCUS i must.
FOCUS i can.
Lord please be my strength
I still believe in u
And i love u for
ALL u do each day =)
U are my all in all.
and maybe, just maybe,
after all this is over,
u will whisper,
"honey, i'm home"
<< *take my hand*
9:39 PM
back to the past; *
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