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Wednesday, June 14, 2006
Still Um Uns
I'm quite sure u don't read this.
So it's safe.
Ridiculous.
My heart's where u are.
Haven't done much today without thinking abt u.
Lord, please hear my simple request,
for someone i love.
Random thoughts being thrown in as u can see.
No longer as organized as they wish i'd be.
What order is there since then?
Cynical cynical cynical.
Shouldn't be, but nonetheless.
Thoughts of they
will never work out because they are
as young as
i'm.
I miss being doted upon.
Blueberry muffins, grand piano, pancakes, water bottle, and whatnot.
Although i never really needed to have them,
Just the thought that it was in ur thoughts is the best reward.
I'm supposed to be smiling.
Well i am.
But can't a girl miss a loved one once in awhile?
It's been 4 months since. Feels like just yesterday
when your warmth still embraced me and you
held my hand and promised not the world but that
we would face the world together with whatever
little we had.
when i lived reality like a dream.
when i had u
to cheer me up and take care of
me when i fell
ill.
Oh well. =)
If He decides to do things according to that prayer from long ago,
I may not be going to hc after all...
But what does it matter, as long as He gives u ur blessings accordingly
and you find such favor in His eyes..
That beats it all, all the glory, the joy, the satisfaction, the opportunities.
You mean more than all that put together.
Comprehends-tu?
ich habe nichts mehr zu geben,
denn ich habe dir schon alles gegeben
undeserving
i am
take my dreams, take my plans
all the glory to You is due
my Hope, nothing without You
i am
"s[he]'s the only one i can see myself loving"
then shouldn't u be the one who understands best?
<< *take my hand*
9:56 PM
back to the past; *
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