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Tuesday, June 13, 2006
Ich stehe hier im Regen
"The more u like someone, the harder it is to say goodbye"
sounds so innocent. if only.
the implications are one too many.
i've stringed together my own symphony,
or so i thought it was. aber
jetzt ist es still um uns.
to be honest,
this stagnance makes me restless.
I visited our place again today.
The chair's back where it was.
I see u turning around at the gate as u did that day.
I see ur smile, as we crossed that overhead bridge.
I see u waiting patiently for my return.
I see u, u and me.
Sorry for Dendritic reactions, i'm sorry.
But i'll admit that i miss u.
If it doesn't do any earthly good at all,
then at least it may serve to boost ur ego.
sigh, but then again ur not that kinda person.
what kinda person are u?
I know a lot more now, but i duno enough.
I wanna know u so much more.
I wanna be the one who knows u best.
I want u to be the one who knows me best.
I want us to know us best.
Take care as u go tmr,
I know ul be fine anyway,
But that's the closest i can get to showing concern for u.
I hate myself sometimes,
for doing all the things i shouldnt have done,
and not doing all the things i should have.
If only I had one more chance,
I'd make it fully worth the while.
Not too little, not too much, just the way u like it.
Duno how to express this to u.
Und nur du kannst mich heraus bringen. Lass mich nicht hier allein.
Ich will dass du mich behütest
Btw, to everyone who's keeping things from me,
i'd appreciate it if u just be braver and stop doing that.
Even if ur rationale if protection,
I really dun tink this is the way to do it.
And to all who wanna know, final decision --- Yes
tell me how can i tell u that i love u more than life
<< *take my hand*
10:31 PM
back to the past; *
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