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Monday, June 19, 2006
Disappointment Aftermath
Look at this,
and call it contradiction,
but it really isn't.
Some thoughts from Beth,
Son: "I hate you!"
Mother: "That's good. The opposite of love isn't hate; it's indifference. If you hate me, you still care."
The past few days, i've been looking forward to this one day
So i suppose hearing that it had to be cancelled, again, was kinda heavy coming.
To think i was printing something to give u when that sms arrived. Talk about untimely.
And it's been no help that there's a few wars going on at the same time at home.
Wasted so many tears today.
I didn't really know what to say, so I wrote Jesus a long letter.
He hears, I know He does, just in His timing.
I still believe...yeah.... =)
When I was praying,
He told me one thing:
Be more understanding,
And so I had to be.
It's amazing how He actually supports u instead of me lor. XD
But I dun mind since He's being fair, and i'd rather He show u more favor,
Although in actual fact, that wld be showing me favor too since it's what i want. haha.
I CANT BELIEVE UR PHONE IS DOWN. =(
sigh.
i still wanna go to hc...but if that's the only way, alright, i surrender.
as always, nothing has changed.
you'll always be my #1.
i love you
<< *take my hand*
11:59 PM
back to the past; *
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