<< Looking back [#] `-
Thursday, May 18, 2006
thismayseemlikeaclutterofwordstoubutitsbasicallyexactlyhowifeelnow.
it's been so long already.
we seem to be going in circles.
i duno if ur tired of it yet,
but i am,
cos it's getting old.
so many things that u do make me wanna give up on u.
but in the end i still hold on, perhaps foolishly,
cos i still believe in you.
no matter how much u seem to have changed,
surely ur still u.
surely there's still that side of u,
that though unfamiliar to many,
i knew.
i still believe that one day,
it won't have to be like this anymore.
when we can stop hiding, stop lying, stop hurting.
when we can break the silence, warm the coldness.
maybe i am trying to make myself believe again
that there's something called everlasting,
that there's something called true.
it's up to u now, though u probably dun care much currently.
but it's alright.
cos i'll be here holding on, being strong,
moving on yet still waiting earnestly, patiently, purely.
come home someday, please.
<< *take my hand*
1:21 PM
back to the past; *
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