<< Looking back [#] `-
Thursday, May 25, 2006
my third post in a day.
now u see how bad this is getting, don't u.
thank God i have Jesus, that's why i'm still alive.
well here i am again, cos lying ill in bed the whole doesn't serve u any earthly good, especially when u have ur favourite bdae present lying right nex to u.
i'm really disappointed. it makes me wonder about the side of u i've seen.
and how i'm gonna last the next 10years like this.
but i know i have to. it's gonna be a long long time till dawn breaks.
i still wanna go to the north pole with u, travel round europe, asia, and maybe more.
i still want our little house along the border of france and germany.
i still want our winery (u can go ahead with the bandung and chocolate. i don't mind.)
i still wanna play the piano for u.
i still wanna write songs specially for u.
i still wanna grow up with u.
i still wanna make honey water for u when ur ill.
i still want our catfights on the sofa.
i still want our daily simple dinners together.
i still wanna go to work with u every morning.
i still wanna cook on alternate saturdays, u can cook on the others.
i still wanna sip tea with u on free afternoons.
i still wanna take care of the malamutes with u.
i still wanna spend every single christmas with u.
i still wanna be the one who cheers u up each time ur down.
i still want so much more of all that with u..and
i still wanna be urs
Don't scold me, it's not that i'm not detaching.
I'm just holding close what is so precious to me.
<< *take my hand*
9:02 PM
back to the past; *
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