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Thursday, May 25, 2006
Letter
No need to try to understand this.
Dear _,
it's been awhile. and we're still trying, or at least, i am. fell ill yesterday, shortly after you did. well, it's on days like these that i miss having u around all the more. it used to be a lot easier u were by my side.
haven't heard u for ages, and u still aren't able to keep promises, even the insignificantly minor ones nowadays. but i guess it's alright since u've been busy, it's next week after all. do take care of urself and try not to overwork yourself alright? u always forget about urself with events to oversee and tasks to settle..
i've been talking to some new people about u..it seems kinda weird now, cos when they ask me what exactly it was, i can't give a definite answer anymore. haha. no not even the eyes. i'm not sure if u know about the promise i've made to myself (and indirectly to u as well). i'm starting to wonder about what i'll do if a better one comes along...will i still remember? i will try to, even though it may not mean much to u, cos i know that at the end of it all, it's the way i've known u that makes all the difference. u can be rest assured that u'll still find me here when u look or call.
the past four months or so have been pretty fluctuant. how has it been for u? i hope u haven't forgotten everything, and at least still miss or think of it once in awhile..i mean, it'd be a comfort to know that it was just about as important to u as it was to me.
u know...sometimes bits come back and well, each time i can't help but smile upon it. true, i do end up wishing they were still present most of the time, but i just want u to know how special they all are, and will be.
i can hardly wait. haha. but u know..looking out of the window upon the road before our house actually isn't that tiring. after awhile, it just becomes an integrated part of each day. at least the sight of u returning home after ur long journey one fine day is worth all of it. all that pining.
i wish i could speak to u directly, but i guess it's kinda hard to even get hold of u nowadays...i'd honestly be pretty surprised, pleasantly nonetheless, if u read this, my imaginary letter, to u.
come home soon.
je t'attends. jtef
love,
yours.
<< *take my hand*
1:48 PM
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