<< Looking back [#] `-
Monday, March 13, 2006
It was the right hand
Nowadays, all we can do is paint a thick layer of frost over each others' eyes..
Has life really never been better for you?
Is everything genuinely perfect to you now?
Of course you'll smile? seriously? from your heart?
worros elbakaepsnu. unspeakable sorrow. whatever.
It's the hols again..but there's something intricately different about this one.
some people still joke about it, still tease me about it, and each time i wonder how to reply.
they think they can still pass u the money and we can settle it "at home"
they think that it's still lady and liege.
they joke that we just quarreled over well, the kids.
they still try to squeeze some sort of confession out of me about us.
words just do not do my feelings justice.
are you REALLY so nonchalant about it? are you really?
it's terrible. those nightmares. of you.
and i'm tremble in fear before you now.
my one wish this year, for everything, for christmas and all the other wish-worthy occasions
just to get away for awhile with you, to be alone with your smile and your heart.
why are you building up another wall over your first one?
why are you trying to erect a mighty fortress around your heart?
why are you changing the lock to the drawgate?
why do you have to do this?
do you hear me?
how much i miss you?
DO YOU HEAR ME??
this shouldn't be the way now. i'm supposed to be smiling, all ok, just like everyone expects me to be.
<< *take my hand*
2:04 PM
back to the past; *
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