<< Looking back [#] `-
Sunday, February 19, 2006
It's like history has repeated itself, and if you look at both cases, the only common factor was me.
There's this whole sense of failure now, but i say heck because i'm not gona let those lies get me down.
Here i wana thk God for lizzy. I was there for her and now it's her turn to be here for me.
Some people out there just can't grasp the whole idea for "it".
Why do i care then?
I wanted to reserve it for someone who deserved it.
I thought you did.
Big time mistake.
You don't.
Everything you promised you would not allow to happen to me,
happened.
The irony in "nothing is absolute, everything is relative", is that you said "it" was certain.
Something in me shouts: you freaking liar.
Something in me cries: you're no different from how N was.
Something in me screams: you betrayed all the trust i had in you.
But i know that isn't the way to go.
Not hatred, not bitterness, not anger.
Not blaming you for the things you fail to comprehend.
I could change everything about me
but i could never change me, cos that's who God has made me to be.
All i pray now is that you find God one day.
but don't expect me to trust a single more of your insincere, relative and non-absolute words.
<< *take my hand*
9:13 PM
back to the past; *
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