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Friday, February 24, 2006
Drowning in work, this post will probably suffice til next thursday.
Why thursday?
Well, aside from the fact that the tests will be over by then,
next thursday's the 2nd of march.
"4th! =)" has been liquid-paper-ed off my diary..
but there's still the mark there.
I'm so stubborn. Something i'll always be struggling with.
Emotions have already been balanced by God's grace.
But. But. I'm just not satisfied to let go.
And I know you'll be either real upset or frustrated if you read this.. =(
It's not longer an E or I thing..
I don't even know how to explain it here.
It's as if i'd rather remain in this stage, though it hurts.
I'm afraid that if i say "i've moved on",
it'd be a license for us to totally disconnect.
No more link left.
I don't want. =(
I know..i'm starting to sound like a spoilt, unteachable girl..
Childish and obstinate, insisting on her own way.
and i detest phoebe because of that.
I want so much to beg that things would be close again
Not because i cannot live w/out it, but because i want it.
I don't mind suffering all the pain in the world
As long as i can continue to give everything i've got
I don't want an E. I don't want N either. I just want an INFP.
My INFP.
It's not about me anymore.
It's about you.
And everything you'll always be to me.
Never reaching that stage = freedom [you]
Never reaching that stage = because of you [me]
就是不甘愿，就偏偏只要你...
Foolishness.
<< *take my hand*
7:50 PM
back to the past; *
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