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Sunday, April 17, 2005

::There must be more than this...
There must be more than this
O breath of God come breathe within
There must be more than this
Spirit of God we wait for You

Fill us anew we pray
Fill us anew we pray

Consuming fire fan into flame
A passion for Your name
Spirit of God fall in this place
Lord have Your way
Lord have Your way with us
Come like a rushing wind
Clothe us with power from on high
Now set the captives free
Leave us abandoned to Your praise

Lord let Your glory fall
Lord let Your glory fall

Stir it up in our hearts, Lord
Stir it up in our hearts, Lord
Stir it up in our hearts, Lord
A passion for Your Name...

<< *take my hand*
10:39 PM

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Saturday, April 16, 2005

This post is kinda specially to e A.F:

we all noe that things arent going so well now.
some of us are probably ignorant to e fact that more than one person is breaking down evryday.
some of us are most likely even more ignorant that another A.Fian wishes u cared more.
some of us are definitely extremely ignorant that another A.Fian is abt to slip into depression anytime.
why?

this is just not right.
i am pretty sure that out of the 10 of us, only 2 at most will see this post.
as we get caught up with preparation for e exams...
maybe it is time we should pause for awhile and see others in need.
she, u and i, all included.

when was the last time we had a good talk together?
when was the last time we discussed our own lives together instead of superficial things?
when was the last time we gave a hug to another one of us?
when was the last time we were there for one of us that was in pain..
instead of being too lazy to walk over, too concerned abt "face" to apologise or just plain nonchalant?

many of us could use hugs now.
many of us could use a shoulder to cry on now.
many of us could use a warm smile or a word of reassurance now.
every one of us...could use a friend now.

those of u who duno abt the intensity of e situation might think that phoebe is being overly sensitive again..
but if we just slowed down for one second and stopped to hear each other..
we would reali BE a family.
for a family is "a group of people united by certain convictions or a common affiliation".
we cant expect to give nothing and yet still be a family.

i love each and everyone of u. even YOU(u noe who u are).
laiyee, madhavi, enqin, suern, sandra, shern, jam, zai,kelly.
*hugs* to each and everyone of u.
n special thks to laiyee for everything.

God bless ur lovely souls.

<< *take my hand*
6:22 PM

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Saturday, April 09, 2005

u understand, don't u?
u understand how this makes me feel, don't u?
tell me u do, won't u?
please?
cos i don't.

i'm drifting so far away again.
WHY CANT I EVER COME BACK CLOSER THAN BEFORE TO GOD???
people i trust dao me. people i trust badmouth me. people i trust gossip about me.
people i trust say im proud.
people i trust get jealous of me(only God noes abt wat. all i have is God, n they've got Him too.)
work just gets more and more each day. im struggling thru mep, struggling thru physics...
im evn struggling thru being class chairperson. with classmates like those two ahem ppl, who needs enemies??
apparently much politics are going around the class. 3A4, if u all r so against me being chairperson,
then JUST VOTE ME OFF. u ppl dao me when i tlk to u anyways.

LORD. I CHOOSE TO HAVE JOY IN YOU. AMEN.

i WILL be joyful in no time at all. THANK YOU LORD.

<< *take my hand*
10:21 PM

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Wednesday, April 06, 2005

::what THEY did last summer...

right. today has been a terribly weird day. esp. with deirdre n serene.
tsk. u two pls for goodness sake.
stop e abs thing la
bleahz

haha. neways, had a terribly LONG day today n after i come online,
adriel n velley start tlkin to me abt fascism.
apparently i side adriel. haha. opposition of cos.
haha. dots la. did binomial theorem jus now.
zhi wei cant understand it at all.
poor dear. hee.

fearing bio test results tmr. eek. iv got my health checkup for e immersion prog tmr too.
missing mep. hmmz. its like e 5th lesson iv missed of e year.
oh welz. as u can all tell im in a very..lifeless, straight to e point mood now.
oh btw, uploaded my descriptive essay to fictionpress after e constant pushing of laiyee.
haha. go A.F. go Sisterhood. go MG choir. go 3A4. =)

<< *take my hand*
10:24 PM

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