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Thursday, March 31, 2005

I am SICK.

ok. i wonder what i'm doing here now.
haha. i'm like...sick??
thank you to all those ppl who've been asking why iv not been in sch.
throat inflammation, swollen tonsils, fever, headache, cough, cold.
yup. shd be back by tmr. busy doing heymath now.
nex week's gona be test overload for yours truly.
but God's gona see me thru it! =D

hope all of u r doing alright.
suern esp. how strange. my best fren n i are sick. at the same time.
though its impossible that we spread it to one another cos we didn even meet when she got sick first.
Jam says we have psychic powers/ESP or sumthn. haha. rrrright jam.
A4 ppl! hope e tests were ok for all of u.
n shernabella, thx for taking note of evrythn for me =)

one more thing that id like to add...
" in all circumstances, give thanks to the Lord" . =)
i may be sick..but this short break from all that work has somehow drawn me a little closer to God.
I THANK GOD FOR THAT!!! =)

il see all of u back in sch! soon! dun feel like going for e swim finals tmr..but gues iv gota.

<< *take my hand*
10:35 AM

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Thursday, March 17, 2005

OK. i just realised how long it's been since i last posted.
Today.
of all days
was not
a good day.

Wrote another poem, but im nt gona post it on.
It's too pathetic.
As in..the I-persona is just a pathetic person
and that I-persona so happens to be urs truly

I dun wana care anymore
I thought i was fine la
then how come its so..urgh today???
it was a happy day at first

I'm tired of going arnd in stupid circles,
gettin upset over e same person n e same sins
enuf is enuf.
my life seems like pathetic right?
look back on every single post
3/4 of it are negative
wat on earth....

n to YOU. yes YOU. who cant be bother to read this blog anyways,
STOP IT.
if u dun mean it, dun do it. n let ur handshake just BE a HANDSHAKE. not sumthn more.

URGH
i am terribly disgusted. at u, n at myself, for even caring abt u in e first place. how pathetic can i get????

<< *take my hand*
10:52 PM

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Friday, March 04, 2005

~*All my heart knows of besides hurt, is the Father's love.

ill admit it.
im terribly stressed, terribly upset, terribly ashamed.
ppl arnd me jus improve n improve n i jus drop n drop.
wats going on? i duno.

start of e year til now hasn been wonderful..i must say.
today was a crappish day n wel...
i almost tore up my lit paper, my zhuo wen and my summary paper.
at approx. 12.35pm today, i felt UTTERLY stupid.

bt wel..laiyee..im gona heed ur advice.
im nt gona harp on it.

All this is happening for a reason.
a reason only God knows.
trials in life are aplenty.
we've all been thru some, i shd noe cos iv been thru tonnes, bt this is of a different nature.

worries cloud the joyful spirit that once permeated evry corner of my heart.
tears fall like piercing needles, pricking thorns and sharp,thin darts
winds of sorrow rake thru my hair and chills the mind, soul, every part.
but its all these moulding that sets one apart,
set apart til from earth i depart,
i learn not to have a tongue that's tart,
and i learn to trust Him with all my heart.

©Princes and Princesses of God like me. =)

Daddy, i love you.

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11:18 PM

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