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Thursday, January 20, 2005
:: Apprehension n' Fear.
Does it shock u at all to noe tt im in constant apprehension n fear now?
somehow..things just dun go away like tt.
im scared.
im scared of u.
i dun wan anythn back.
in fact, i dun evn wan wat i hv now.
i dun wan u to be never ceasingly floating thru my mind
i dun wan u anywhere near me.
Gettin rid of EVRYTHN to do with u was wat i tot wld rid me of this torture.
But it hasnt.
you're still a part of my prayers,
a part of my hopes n dreams.
Paint me a picture of a thousand colours,
A flowing gown of all shades,
But you still wldn be able to visuallize
All the folly there was in my eyes
Compose me chamber music so passionate and free
Play it to me in all its intimacy,
But u still wldn be able to hear all e cries iv cried,
Its all piling up, from day and night.
Brew me a wine so aromatic
with flavours of autumn, all nostalgic
But you still wldn be able to taste the bitterness
You'd still think my pain is totally needless
Grow me flora of every kind,
Violets, tulips, all you can find,
But still you'd never have a whiff of the stench
A wilting flower's thirst will you never quench
Bring me some velvet,in all its splendour
Cotton and felt, ever so tender
But never will you feel the softness of the tone
That you once used to make me feel not alone
Weave me some yarn, of wool and of hide
Get me some silk with satin on the side
But to all these things i wont concede
Cos in the end...ur all i need.
<< *take my hand*
9:55 PM
back to the past; *
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