<< Looking back [#] `-
Sunday, December 26, 2004
tmr's carolling day for ushers. wonderful kin onn/derek..or in other words..kimberly. my dear sisterhooder n fellow I/C. why u pang seh me again??!!! PLS. u hv to pass me e chords n lyrics somehow for matthea to play k? phoebe's doing all e calling already. =p. oh welz. hv fun at ur sembawang thing n see ya at e dinner!
wel, say u noe a person..
who used to be close to u..
yet now..
doesn exactly like ur existance on this earth.
u wana fulfil his wish.
u tel him ul leave,
u tel urself tt ul leave him alone too.
yet.
jus yet.
evry single day of e rest of ur life is full of sheer pain tryin to do so.
izit worth it?
wat if u try not to cling on to e past,
yet e person doesn blive u tt ur nt tryin to cling on?
wat wld u do?
as a matter of fact, wat wld i do?
u so wana be there for tt person in his problems
u so wana see him smile.
u dun wana hv to live as a shadow in his life for eternity
u dun wana hv to manipulate ur thoughts like ur in an invisible straight jacket evrytime u meet him
u dun wana feel this way
u wana leav him alone n be happy abt it
can u?
jus ask urself one question.
hv u ever felt wat it feels lik to feel feelings tt u feel u shdn be feeling?
wel il tell u this.
i have.
n trust me.
its nt worth it. when u noe its nt right to feel those feelings,
dun do anythn abt them besides get rid of them.
its for ur own good.
ur hearing this..from someone who got hurt e living daylights out of her.
so believe.
pls.
loves. =)
<< *take my hand*
10:07 PM
back to the past; *
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