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Friday, October 15, 2004
to all u ppl out there..all u little princes n princesses of our heavenly Father jus lik i m, iv got news. =D
b4 e exams,i was tlkin to one of my german classmates.he's basically my "rival" whom i vie with for top in class..=p..wel..we stil r frens tho;)..n then..we were hvin this conversation b4 e endofyears. we were tlkin abt how come i beat him most of e time. i tld him my secret weapon is praying to Jesus(he's nt christian u c..). then i decided to challenge him. tt i wld pray tt we wld tie this once..cos tt wld b lik e ideal..so we'd both be happy. i realised i was wrong to test God by saying we definitely wld evn b4 i started praying..bt i jus prayed tt God will allow it this once(tho im nvr gona do it again=s). after much prayer(thx ppl for e prayer!), we tied! oh my goodness we tied!! i started beaming in class..evryone els tot i was nuts..why was i beaming?i didn top.he tied with me. bt it felt better than topping e class anytime. ganesh has seen God's power.n he doesn hate christians no more(thk God)..n now..lets hope on e spdlite part man!! =D.. i jus wana say thk u God. cos..to all of u who noe it..iv been reali depressed these few days..wel..we shant go into tt..bt..i asked God why he was putting me thru all this tho i knew he was moulding me to become stronger..n wel...i tld God tt it wld reali make my day if i went for class n i tied with ganesh. n we did. u c..God tries to keep us happy n cheer us up n comfort us..sumtimes we jus nvr realise it..now im gona keep praying tt i wil forget all this unhappiness soon.
n wel,
To u whom it concerns: uv been a great part of my life..n i wil nvr forget all e times we shared.i duno why u hv suddenly turned on me in e exact same way she has done to u..i dun c wat iv done wrong..reali..i can say with all conviction tt i hv nvr done anythn to break it all..n i nvr evr did anythn tt wld mess up ur life..it reali reali hurts me..evrythn u say.bt i REALI dun hate u.im nt lying.u may hate me to e core..bt i stil love u my dearest dearest sibling.reali. i duno why it must end lik this..bt i gues its God's will. mayb it jus nvr was meant to be lik this..i duno.bt u jus take care..n remember tt if u need anythn or jus sum1 to be there for u..il be always here..awaiting for ur return.
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