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Sunday, October 24, 2004
:: This poem is dedicated to someone whom played such an important part in this life of mine,but is now gone for eternity.Thk God for tt person tho. ::
Forgive Me
To the ends of time I will love you my friend
Knowing that you're gone leaves me a bend
An angel to me you were so kind
Raising my sprits with ways I cannot find
Over and over the days with you replayed
Loving you so much wished you would have stayed
I crossed a line which I know not fit
Now each day I die a little bit
An empty void replaces what I feel
Growing sadder and sadder, will I ever heal
From the feeling of love I felt for a friend
<< *take my hand*
6:49 PM
back to the past; *
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:: This is dedicated to all u dearies in 2M. Love you all 2Mers!!
As I sit here in class,
I observe my friends
And look forward to the year
Coming to an end.
It's gonna be sad
To say good- bye.
I'll miss everyone.
I know I will cry.
I remember the day
When I came back
To be with my friends
And get on the right track.
We had so many moments;
Some bad, most great.
I'll always remember the love
And erase the hate.
I don't wanna say good- bye
To all my friends.
I don't want this year
To come to an end.
As we proceed
To our 3rd year
Though we may split up
Lets not shed a tear
Going to new classes
Sad as it is,
Isn't that bad
Though each other we'll miss
We'll always hold each other
Dear to the heart
There for each other
Even when we're apart
Even as we depart
I'm sure we'll remember
All the joy and laughter
We shared together
Through the plans of our Father
In Heaven above
We were put as a class
Bonded by love
Its gona be different
But it aint the end
I'll always remember you,
My dear 2M.=)
Cheers 2mers!!
To all of you:
Andita:u rock at maths..keep working hard
Jerlyn: dance on and keep praying
Caoyu: Have faith in urself
Lauren: I'll miss you girl! work hard!
Claudia: I'll miss you too Sa!
Yuki: Hope ur fine..God bless=)
Amy: Dun get too stressed k?
Tian Ying:Fellow EL rep, thx for all e help=)
Yu Dian: Stay happy always!
Jamie: Get ur hamstrings back manz! haha..wel..thx for always being there for me..*hugs*
Eliza: Drum away dearie!
Krystle: Ching Ching! keep working hard..uv got so much more going for u.yea?
Samantha: Dun stop smiling!
Muriel:ur such a darling=)..take care of tt back of urs k? ;)
Denise: after working with u for a year in PW, im glad i noe u=)take care
Cryssie: Wonderful chairperson! thx for all e encouragement. Keep growing in God
April:stay cute
Nureen: wacko on!
Sarae: Treasurer,loanshark. haha..thx for all e hounding and hard work. irritating at times,but ur reali
appreciated =D
Phyllis: Fei! Go on and pursue ur harp dream k?=)..yong yuan zhi chi ni.
Cassandra: i so adore ur laughter! and about e "frail-ness", get urself some zinc tablets;)
Rachel: pls dun give up jap..ur good at it. and dearie, u CAN do it!
Elizabeth: =D.looks lik we're in this together
Ellice: thx for being so concerned=)..n pls dun get ur hair rebonded..e curls r jus fine
Shabana: i loved ur stick man.(flash)
Yvonne: Ai-bao! thx for all e work uv done vice-chair! be more confident k? and dun over-stress or start
getting high strung!
Adeline: Addy, love ya girl. thx for being e great "beside me" person for a semester. *hugs*
Zhi Wei: haha..e way u shush e teachers is strange but hilarious! haha..wel, keep smiling..u look reali cute
when u do.
Ming'en: mingy,thx for all brilliant smiles
Geraldine: thx for adding the life to our class and being such a great PE monitress!
Cheryl: cheryl=). so many things to say to u.but mainly,keep ur giraffe ways..its nice. ;)
Wan Theng: Hugger!! AAH!! =p
Oriana: stay cute and cheerful tweety!
<< *take my hand*
1:10 AM
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Thursday, October 21, 2004
hiya..quite unhappy with my results..so below expectations..distractions i guess..must work alot harder..however,did better than expected for some subjects than expected. now,its e subj combi im worried abt. wel, jus blogged to say, e music's changed.this is "祈祷", which means "pray" from
<>..e ending part has tt stupid overly loud bass,but otherwise,i guess its quite a nice song..ok..i need to get sum stuf out of this stupid head.all who noe,wish me luck.after all..im jus doin it e way e two of them want. since its wat they want,it'll be wat i want.
ARGH.
<< *take my hand*
9:31 PM
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Monday, October 18, 2004
have any of u watched Spirited away b4?its this animated movie tts reali cool n interesting.Great music,touching storyline,jus wow.watched this like a yr plus ago..suddenly chanced upon its official website. e song playin in e backgrnd's e theme song too. its sounded better in japanese..bt iv got e chinese and english translation here..so enjoy=)..btw, i can lend u e VCD if anyone wans it. n erm,e official website's basically jus www.spiritedaway.com . dun miss out on it k?! btw, u need to change e text encoding under "view","encoding",to "Uincode (UTF-8) to see e chinese words.
千舆千寻
內心某個深處在呼喊
想每天都發做到舞蹈的夢
雖然悲傷的事如此多
但在另一邊我一定會遇見你
每次重覆錯誤時人們總是
只知道蔚藍的天空是藍色
道路看起來好像沒有盡頭
但我能用這雙手擁抱著光明離別時沉靜的內心
這是因為一切歸零才能仔細恭聽
活著的不可思議
死亡的不可思議
花、風、街道都是一樣
*~Storyline~*
Chihiro, a ten yr old girl, shifts to a new town. This movie, through spectacular and at times bizarre means, depicts the struggles that accompany the dreaded move. From a child's point of view of course. Chihiro's dad takes a wrong turn in search of their new house. They come to a large wall with a tunnel bored through it and decide to investigate. On the other side past a river, is a town where Chihiro's parents find a market with loads of food prepared. They sit down and eat, ignoring their daughters pleas to vacate the unfamiliar local post haste. Darkness swiftly creeps over this land. When Chihiro finds her parents again after wandering off, they have turned into pigs. Spirits begin to materialize before her eyes. Chihiro is led away by Haku(e boy above), who tells her to find Yubaba and ask for a job cos she cant survive in e supernatural being a mortal.she'll jus fade away n die.Yubaba is the proprietor of a bath house apparently for gods(crap la..they're jus strange creatures). Chihiro is left to fend for herself as she watches strange beings(go to e website for ALL pictures)in e area. You tend to feel as lost as Chihiro sometimes,nt noeing wat to expect either,bt tts where e comforting/touching/thrilling scenes enhance e story. The people she encounters are unfamiliar and strange
. Chihiro encounters spirits, a witch, workers that kind of look like catfish, and sundry nature gods in forms ranging from baby chicks to worm-like creatures.
•At first you don't fit in and have to do things that may seem odd at first in order to blend in with everyone else. Chihiro has to get work in the bath house. The customs and duties concerning her time there, are not natural to her.
•It is hard to keep who you are inside when the people and world around you has changed. Yubaba steals Chihiro's name and calls her "Sen." She forgets what her name was but recalls it when she finds an old card among her old clothes.
The quality of this anime's manufacture is found everywhere. 3D graphics are used to enhance certain areas, but it is not used that extensively. Studio Ghibli created some of the best looking water I have ever seen in an animated feature. The character designs are very original. Of particular interest is Yubaba, who has a head that appears to comprise 3/4 of her body mass! Her baby looks to have inherited this trait. This joker is so big that at one point he kicks in a door!
Its reali nice..n its so sweet cos Chihiro and Haku kinda bcome like "childhood sweethearts" who protect each other. however, it doesn end all tt happy,cos Haku and Chihiro cant exactly BE together,bt they stil ARE together. Watch to understand. ;)
TTS IT THEN!!! il blog tmr i gues. TTYL! Love u all dearies! btw jamie,stil waiting for e reply.
<< *take my hand*
7:40 PM
back to the past; *
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Friday, October 15, 2004
to all u ppl out there..all u little princes n princesses of our heavenly Father jus lik i m, iv got news. =D
b4 e exams,i was tlkin to one of my german classmates.he's basically my "rival" whom i vie with for top in class..=p..wel..we stil r frens tho;)..n then..we were hvin this conversation b4 e endofyears. we were tlkin abt how come i beat him most of e time. i tld him my secret weapon is praying to Jesus(he's nt christian u c..). then i decided to challenge him. tt i wld pray tt we wld tie this once..cos tt wld b lik e ideal..so we'd both be happy. i realised i was wrong to test God by saying we definitely wld evn b4 i started praying..bt i jus prayed tt God will allow it this once(tho im nvr gona do it again=s). after much prayer(thx ppl for e prayer!), we tied! oh my goodness we tied!! i started beaming in class..evryone els tot i was nuts..why was i beaming?i didn top.he tied with me. bt it felt better than topping e class anytime. ganesh has seen God's power.n he doesn hate christians no more(thk God)..n now..lets hope on e spdlite part man!! =D.. i jus wana say thk u God. cos..to all of u who noe it..iv been reali depressed these few days..wel..we shant go into tt..bt..i asked God why he was putting me thru all this tho i knew he was moulding me to become stronger..n wel...i tld God tt it wld reali make my day if i went for class n i tied with ganesh. n we did. u c..God tries to keep us happy n cheer us up n comfort us..sumtimes we jus nvr realise it..now im gona keep praying tt i wil forget all this unhappiness soon.
n wel,
To u whom it concerns: uv been a great part of my life..n i wil nvr forget all e times we shared.i duno why u hv suddenly turned on me in e exact same way she has done to u..i dun c wat iv done wrong..reali..i can say with all conviction tt i hv nvr done anythn to break it all..n i nvr evr did anythn tt wld mess up ur life..it reali reali hurts me..evrythn u say.bt i REALI dun hate u.im nt lying.u may hate me to e core..bt i stil love u my dearest dearest sibling.reali. i duno why it must end lik this..bt i gues its God's will. mayb it jus nvr was meant to be lik this..i duno.bt u jus take care..n remember tt if u need anythn or jus sum1 to be there for u..il be always here..awaiting for ur return.
<< *take my hand*
8:14 PM
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Monday, October 11, 2004
Evermore
*With all my life I'll sing,
I've been living for ur name,
we long 2 give u praise,
iv been livin 4 ur glory Lord]
Lost for words with all to say
Lord you take my breath away
Still my soul, my soul cries out
For you are holy
And as I look upon your name
Circumstances fade away
Now your glory steals my heart
You are holy
You are holy
You are holy Lord
Evermore my heart, my heart will say
Above all, I live for your glory
Even if my world falls I will say
Above all, I live for your glory
With all my heart I'll say
I'm living for your name
With all to give you praise
We're living for your glory Lord
Evermore my heart, my heart will say
Above all, I live for your glory
Even if my world falls I will say
Above all, I live for your glory
I love this song soooo much! reali wish i cud use it as backgrnd music..cant find a file small enuf tho..e one one cd's 4mb..hmm..if anyone has any..or a link to any, pls notify me? thkew:D btw..look at e lyrics..great.
<< *take my hand*
11:24 AM
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Thursday, October 07, 2004
u there: i noe iv taken u 4 granted all this while..im sori..wel..now ur gone 4ever..n i feel lik i dun evn hv e rite 2 b sad..im gona try 2 get over this..bt mind u..its gona b hard.
d.: i wish u cud b here now..jus sumthn frm u cud brighten it all.
stil..i need to study.argh.*yells**screams**pulls hair* ='(
<< *take my hand*
2:59 PM
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Tuesday, October 05, 2004
aaah!! geog today was lik crap..man..i cant blive how many "out of the book" questions they tested n all tt nitty gritty stuf. oh nvm..wats done is done.lets all leav e rest 2 God.reading lit notes online now..must do wel 4 lit...haiz..and science too..wel..
i jus wanted to say this 2 e following ppl:
Hammy:missed u so much.glad ur back=)
Cryssie: Thkew dearie for all e encouragement! God bless u too!
Lizoo: hey! thx 4 dropping by. God loves u too!!=)
Zai: hey deb..too busy 2 go 2 e template..bt il do it after exams..rest assured ur one of them! ;)
G2B: ppl! u all rock! go on n study hard! cya all in a week or so..tschus! herzlichen gruesse zum pruefung
2M:we'll go thru this all 2gether! lets do better than any of e other teachers can evr expect!
Josh Gen: all e best ppl n keep seeking God.
Chermaine: dun wori abt all of it.it'll be fine..n u MUST go for cg on sunday kaez?
Cherylie Ong ;): cheryl..take care k? dun let e nose get e better of u =p
Joy-givers: hey ushers!! all e best 4 ur exams..take care..n all must show up on sunday k??
Clive: hey clive! all e best 4 ur psle brudder!
and most of all..
God: i love you daddy!! =D
<< *take my hand*
2:59 PM
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Monday, October 04, 2004
Renew Me
Why am I such a dusty window
For your light to shine through?
Why am I just a tiny star
In a sky already blue?
Why do I offer everything
With my heart closed like a fist?
I want to love You better than this
Why do I live like I'm in chains
When You have set me free?
And why do I have to break Your heart
Before I fall to my knees?
I know it's time to pray for change
Give all I have to give
I want to love You better than this
So renew me
Remake me
Undo me
Unbreak me
Come into the empty spaces
Of my broken places
And consume me
Complete me
Pursue me
Redeem me
Let Your Holy Spirit living through me
Renew me
I need Your power to renew me, Lord, yeah
I need to know You're moving through me, Lord
I need You as my refuge
My first and last resort
Be the river always running
Through my deepest thoughts
Keep me in Your arms
'Cause even when I drift
I want to love You better than this
So renew me
Remake me
Undo me
Unbreak me
Come into the empty spaces
Of my broken places
And consume me
Complete me
Pursue me
Redeem me
Let Your Holy Spirit living through me
Renew me
My life bending to Your will
Seeking You until I'm more and more like You
Avalon
<< *take my hand*
4:04 PM
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Sunday, October 03, 2004
::You Were Always There
Whenever I needed someone to talk to
You were always there.
My eyes filled with tears, my heart filled with pain, and
You were always there.
There was no time when
I had doubt
to come to you because
You were always there.
I could see in your eyes you wanted to help,
and that you really cared.
Whenever I was down and blue
You were always there.
No matter my problems, or what was wrong
You were always there.
Whenever I felt like nothing matters
You were always there.
Now your gone, and
I don't know what to do
I close my eyes and think of you, and how
You were always there.
It's hard to look at the pictures,
and get memories of you away
Can you hear me now
At night I pray, and I speak to you
I guess you were right
when you told me
no matter how far you were
You would always be there.
I know one day I'll see you again,
but till then I have to say goodbye
Even though it hurts to hear your name, and speak of you
One thing I will always say is
You were always there.
<< *take my hand*
8:54 PM
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